Faith won't meet your expectations, its time is measured differently.

My thoughts
shift back today, of years recent past,
All I knew, these experiences surpass
I am a misplaced gem today,
wasting from the wind of such frivolous thought
A cold wind of which yesterday brought
For certain,
nothing now can dull tomorrows shine
for I am blessed, my giver is time
knowing that everyday fades to disappear,
That even dreams disappear here
Is not enough for me to draw sorrow near
Only for a moment,
even days gone by-deserve the very least,
I'll bow my head to mourn the defeat of the beast
You have an answer that you're too afraid to say
or the lack of an answer could be the only card you've left to play
& yet I understand now how you see it better to go the easier way
but still I've only one question, I'll never know,
for you my wound, (my story left untold)
Dig up a memory worth no more than the thought it holds
warm than cold, young than old,
How is it that love should only come into the world-
A poison, a cure?
My gingerbread man
Only part of an excuse
Which makes it fairly simple to pronouce adieux
Early ethereal voices
Too soft to hear
Coerced with whisper to let go of fear
They gave me money, a monthly dole
Undisciplined problems
But my pockets had holes
I held tight and saw different sides
Of my own truth
Break away from anything I knew
Life took my comfort
I cursed its chill
And walked what felt only uphill
And from the ever touch of a moments sun
Spiraling towards clarity
Had all begun
And I could feel each enigmatic breath
In all I had still to do ahead
I washed myself clean with tears I once shed
beat from me
life took my eyes
so it could then offer me strength to see
for now I look back on any impervious pain
and know it was necessary
for all my soul has gained
I must admit it took an ear tug strong
To finally hear the saving, sirens song